Dear Lord,
please let my doggy be ok. He doesn’t look good and it seems like we might lose him during the night. he isnt very old. he has so much life still left in him…
im miss my spunky little baby, the one who sat in the room, looking for me to come home. i miss the playful biting and jumping around.
im trying not to cry, im trying to be strong for dad because i know this dog is the world to him
please Lord, give him another chance at life. this all came about so quickly and he was healthier then could be the day i left for orlando, saturday morning.
i love him and its going to hurt my dad so much
please dont take hi yet….
I miss you
Im trying to call, you, text you, IM you…..I miss you. please pick up, i really need you right now, i really want to talk to you right now. out of any person i wish to talk to its you….
why do things between us have to be so complicated? I want our friendship back to normal :(
date day
so we had plans for the park today, but it was rainy.
we went and walked around the mall instead, while we waited for the rain to stop.
then we headed to jervy gant and discovered the new section in memory of m.o.m.s that they just created.
inside where lots of flowers, mini waterfalls, and a creek emptying into a pond
we found a nice bench to sit down on as we listened to the water, he placed his coat over the bench so i wouldn’t get my dress wet
we sat, talked, and shared some nice kisses :)
he picked me up and carried me through every puddle as we walked, and held my hand when we walked side by side
we went to sonic and got drinks, then drove back to his house
we watched the storm progress from the car as we talked and kissed, enjoying the moment
eventually, i had to head home :(
he went to get out of the car and i followed him, turning to him to share the most passionate and romantic kiss in the pouring rain
we were soaked
but it was totally worth it
the smile still hasn’t left my face
I am happy :)